I get an occasional spam comment here, they’re pretty easy to spot as they are not from my 15 regular readers. The post this morning about the whole diet thing, got more comments than anything I have written yet and not a one of them made it through the filter. Gotta love the people that maintain the spam lists on the web 
I’ve also decided to move all that lovely bitching and complaning and weighing stuff over to another spot so it doesn’t clutter up my persona with real life facts. I prefer to let you all believe that I dance around my living room pushing my Dyson in a lace apron and pearls. Get serious, it’s January, I wear a dress with it too.
I’ve been doing the diet thing for over a month with not much to show for it. I know it’s the whole get off yer ass and exercise part that is smacking me around the head and shoulders right now, so I’m going to say it here so I have people who will poke me if I screw it up and don’t do it. It’s a stupid thing really. I know what healthy eating is and while I don’t always make the right choices, I know when I’m doing something wrong. Lately that’s been easy to deal with, even with going to the Cheesecake Factory Monday night. I didn’t even eat half of the desert and stuck to a salad for dinner (granted caesar isn’t the lowfat option in salads, but it was better than a bowl of pasta that would have held a small child)
I will warn that I’m serious about this, this time around. I’ve screwed off too much over the past two years and there’s no one to blame but myself. I’m probably going to be bitching here until I get my ass in some kind of routine that I do without thinking about it…please bare with me while I poke myself with figurative pointy sticks and see if it helps.
I’m having a hard time getting things together this week, which is an extension of the “I can’t get anything done” from last week. Self motivation isn’t there, I’m just in a funk I guess. The only good thing right now is that I’m halfway through with the kid’s sweater, just the sleeves to go, so that at least, will be done sometime by next week.
The whole save money, diet, get in shape thing is going to hell this week. I’m just not in the mood to pay attention to the things I should, and I have a call today to from my “consultant” where I’m going to say as much. Hopefully it’s not going to last. I’m just trying to find something that I can do to pul myself out of this before I start going nuts on people around here.
